A re-newed beginning

A journey once taken alone

we now choose to take together.
Moving forward as one body
into a future filled with possibility,
we walk without maps,
but we walk confidently,
and we walk with hope,
because we have chosen to be lights for each other, while on the way.
We travel forward along a way
we have not gone before;
we travel as one who is led,
arms outstretched,
as one who is called forth to life.
We travel in need,
dependent on the Lord
for strength, for assurance;
dependent on each other,
God's instruments, for love.
Leaving known paths behind us,
we choose to journey forward
in faith and service.
As the journey brought us here,
so now we begin it anew,
in company.

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I found the prayer above when I was looking for ways to pray for Joe while he was on his sabbatical for 10 weeks. I don't remember where I found it, but I think it speaks to our situation now. 

Catherine asked for this place to be made available again so we can join together in one more way. We cannot be physically with each other right now, but we can join our minds, our prayers, our souls.

If anyone is interested in directly adding images, words, poems thoughts or a whole post, let me know and I'll be happy to figure out how to let you do that. If you want me to add your thoughts, prayers, poems, images I'm also happy to do that as well.

Last night's meeting was a turning point in our group. We shared a space that was on one tiny screen in my house, and with people from locations I couldn't walk to in a day. We are learning a new way to be together. It's not as comfortable or familiar, but to me is worth the discomfort to continue to belong together.

I hope this place can also be a way to grow together.

Amen.

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Gratitude

Gratitude brings joy, not the other way round. No matter your circumstances, you can be joyful.

My husband went on a mission trip to Mexico many years ago. The group were working with local people to do whatever work they wanted or needed. They came to know about an elderly man who lived in a shallow hole covered by a tarp. His refrigerator was a bucket of water where he suspended anything that needed to stay cool in the desert heat. The only toilet he had as a stick to dig a depression in the ground. They asked if they could build him a more permanent shelter. He told them he was so old, he really didn't need anything more. If they wanted to help though, he would ask they kill some of the scorpions in the land around his shelter so relieving himself wasn't quite so uncomfortable. The group took shovels and standing shoulder to shoulder walked across his plot. In about 50 feet they killed at least 100 scorpions.

As far as he could figure he was about 103 years old. He spent his days begging. He couldn't walk very well, so had cobbled together a tricycle he could ride into town. He would spend most of the day begging, then take what he had received and buy food. He would then deliver it to the less fortunate people in his community.

This from a man who lived in a shallow hole covered by a tarp. My husband said he was one of the most joyful people they met on that trip.

I've designed a gratitude journal. The first two pages give suggestions about how you might use it, the rest of the pages (one for each week) have quotes about gratitude I liked. The image in the background is a path through a forest. Being grateful is a journey for me.

If you are interested you can download a copy and use it. It is a PDF file, and you can type your thoughts and save it to your computer.

Carmina Gadelica--Online Book

If you want to read the book, you can here online. You can see each page, and look at the images included.

It's almost the same as having the book in your hands...almost.

The Trinity-Theology from Carmina Gadelica

I am having difficulty connecting with the Trinity in a grounded, personal way. I can connect with the Cloud of Witnesses. I can connect with the images and prayers, but the Trinity is too far away, too above me. I cannot walk with the Trinity comfortably or invite the Trinity to help me make the bed.

I found this post by Jason Watson of the Deviant Monk most helpful. 

From: http://blog.deviantmonk.com/learning-theology-with-carmina-gadelica-the-trinity/

One of my most prized books is Carmina Gadelica, a collection of Gaelic hymns, incantations, prayers, charms and poetry. Compiled by Alexander Carmichael in 1900, this collection puts to paper an infinitely valuable trove of oral culture that might have otherwise been lost.

But these hymns and prayers are more than just cultural nuggets- they reflect the deep permeation of Christianity in Gaelic lands, for the invocations of God occur in all manner of contexts, from prayers for protection to preparing the hearth-fire. There is a deep sense that God is both behind and beyond all things; nature itself- everything that it is imbued with the presence of God.

As such, there is a subtle yet profound theological richness to be found in the Carmina Gadelica.

Part One: The Trinity

Whether or not St. Patrick used a three-leaf clover to explain the Trinity, the hymns and prayers of Carmina Gadelica leave no room for doubt that Trinitarian thought infused the Gaelic imagination. We find page after page invoking the Blessed Trinity, alternating between generic descriptions (the Trinity) and mentions of each person (Father, Son and Holy Spirit). While the oneness of being is taken for granted, the missional relation of each person to creation is emphasized. But while many Western emphases such as these encompass salvation history more generally, the invocations in Carmina Gadelica tend to personalize salvation history to the pray-er himself; that is, that actual missional relation of the divine person is contextualized for the individual. An example:

I am bending my knee
In the eye of the Father who created me.
In the eye of the Son who purchased me.
In the eye of the Spirit who cleansed me,
In friendship and affection. (Carmina Gadelica, 1, p.35)

Another favorite designation for the Trinity is simply The Three, and this appellation is often used in connection with and juxtaposition to either the supplicant or creation and the world in general. Thus, the Three are something altogether removed from the world as we know and understand it, yet there is nevertheless a deep connection which infuses the very being of creation and those beings which comprise it. In the same prayer we find a supplication for fullness:

To do on the world of the Three
As angels and saints
Do in heaven,
Each shade and light,
Each day and night,
Each time and kindness,
Give Thou us Thy Spirit. (ibid.)

As can be seen, this world is indeed ‘the world of the Three.’ The Trinity is far removed in being from all other beings, yet by virtue of being creator the Trinity is intimately connected since all being flows from the divine being. Thus, each action and each portion of creation is a place to meet the Creator of it all, whether in the shade or light, day or night. The Spirit is the person who gives us the fullness in our need, fills us with graces, and leads us into the love of the Three. In some way the Spirit has a special connection to creation, in that the love and will of God flow into the world through the ministry of the Spirit. The experience of the Spirit in the heart of the one who loves God leaves no wonder where joy and peace can be found:

God with me lying down,
God with me rising up,
God with me in each ray of light,
Nor I a ray of joy without Him,
Nor one ray without him. (Carmina Gadelica, 2, p. 36)

The repetition of the phrase has its own beauty, but points to a deeper profundity- not only is there no ray of joy without God, but there is no ray of light, period. Everything in creation speaks of God and in some way conveys the beauty and grandeur of God. Further, every action on the part of human beings derives from God’s breathing life and being into us. Hence, there can be no ray of joy any more than there can be a ray of light without God. It is in this realization that the believer can come to grips with the sheer wonder that God is everywhere and in everything; thus, every thought and desire should be directed toward and led by God. We read further:

Christ with me sleeping,
Christ with me waking,
Christ with me watching,
Every day and night,
Each day and night. (ibid.)

The Trinitarian experience deepened by this communion with Christ brings the believer to an invocation of daily Trinitarian leading:

God with me protecting,
The Lord with me directing,
The Spirit with me strengthening,
For ever and for evermore,
Ever and evermore, Amen.
Chief of Chiefs, Amen. (ibid.)

The supplicant realizes that as the Chief of Chiefs, God must be directing and protecting and guiding. Every movement must be in submission to the will of the Three, for, after all, this is the world of the Three.

There is a sense in which the experience of the Three in this world is a foretaste of that which is to come, for the missional relations of each person are not superfluous but have a direction, a purpose. The personalization of each person’s mission is tied back to both the invocation for protection and blessing while also underscoring the telos of each mission:

Now to the Father who created each creature,
Now to the Son who paid ransom for his people,
Now to the Holy Spirit, Comforter of might:
Shield and sain us from every wound;
Be about the beginning and end of our race,
Be giving us to sing in glory,
In peace, in rest, in reconciliation,
Where no tear shall be shed, where death shall be no more.
Where no tear shall be shed, where death shall be no more. (Carmina Gadelica, 7, p. 42)

This beautiful innovation develops the understanding the experience of the Three in this life is ultimately leading the soul into deeper waters; the beginning and end (telos) of our race is thus located in the Trinity itself, for the missional relations have a temporal relationship to our world and to salvation, while the eternal union of the Three transcends it all and mystically provides both its initiation and its consummation.

Even in sleep the Trinity is invoked:

Spirit, give me of Thine abundance,
Father, give me of Thy wisdom,
Son, give me in my need,
Jesus beneath the shelter of Thy shield.

I lie down tonight,
With the Triune of my strength,
With the Father, with Jesus,
With the Spirit of might. (Carmina Gadelica, 30, p. 54)

There is thus no aspect of life in which the Three may not be invoked, for it is taken for granted that God is the creator of all and that all creation is a mirror of his glory and his light. Every act and every thought thus should be turned toward the Three. From lying down to greeting the morning the Holy Trinity should be invoked:

Come I this day to the Father,
Come I this day to the Son,
Come I this day to the Holy Spirit powerful,
Come I this day with God,
Come I this day with Christ,
Come I this day with the Spirit of kindly balm.

God, Spirit and Jesus,
From the crown of my head
To the soles of my feet;
Come I with my reputation,
Come I with my testimony,
Come I to Thee, Jesu,
Jesu, shelter me. (Carmina Gadelica, 27, p. 53)

Here the lyricist recognizes both that the Trinity should be invoked in everything, but also that such an invocation carries with it a responsibility to walk in the way of the Three. If the Three are to have all of oneself, then everything- from reputation to testimony- must come under His lordship. Again we notice the special connection the Holy Spirit occupies as the conduit of both power and healing, not only to cure the woundedness of the soul but to empower the believer to live into the love and fellowship of the Three. The Spirit then leads the soul to Jesus, who becomes the one who shelters and shields. The Incarnation wherein God becomes man becomes the meeting place where the Spirit introduces the believer into Trinitarian communion, and in that love the heart wants nothing more than to cling to Jesus, to offer the entirety of his being to Jesus like any lover would for his beloved.

Once introduced into this divine love, the soul can rest at ease, for, as the scriptures state, perfect love drives out all fear. The Spirit’s leading to the crucified Savior is the source and security of safety for the spirit, for in passing from death into life one has come into God’s family; now the Trinity becomes the ultimate advocate and defender:

I am placing my soul and body
On the sanctuary this night, O God,
On Thy sanctuary, O Jesus Chirst,
On Thy sanctuary, O Spirit of perfect truth;
The Three who would defend my cause,
Nor turn their backs upon me. (Carmina Gadelica, 29, p. 54)

Even though the second person of the Trinity is missionally engaged in the work of redemption and justification through his death on the cross, the lyricist senses the deep unity in the Trinity and locates the act of justification in the unity of the Divine will and action:

Thou. Father, who art kind and just,
Thou. Son, who didst overcome death,
Thou, Holy Spirit of power,
Be keeping me this night from harm;
the Three who would justify me
Keeping me this night and always. (ibid.)

In this perfect rest where the Three shield and justify the believer, there is peace and love:

I am lying down tonight with the Holy Spirit,
And the Holy Spirit this night will lie down with me,
I will lie down this night with the Three of my love,
And the Three of my love will lie down with me. (Carmina Gadelica, 34, p. 57)

What could be more beautiful than this imagery, where the consummation of divine love and unity with God does not wait until some far-removed time beyond death’s grip but rather is a present reality in those who believe and who have placed themselves under the sheltering of the Three? No fear can be present, for in life and in death the friendship of the Trinity is as near as one’s own life:

I am now going into the sleep,
Be it that I in health shall waken;
If death be to me in the death-sleep,
be it that on Thine own arm,
O God of Grace, I in peace shall waken;
Be it on Thine own beloved arm,
O God of Grace, that I in peace shall awaken. (Carmina Gadelica, 35, p. 57)

In the night- which represents the veil of death and the uncertainty of this life and the instability of our world- the love and fellowship of the Trinity stands as bright as a white Moon in the dead of night:

In name of the Holy Spirit of grace,
In name of the Father of the City of peace,
In name of Jesus who took death off us,
Oh! In name of the Three who shield us in every need,
If well Thou hast found us tonight,
Seven times better mayest thou leave us without harm,
Thou bright white Moon of the seasons,
Bright white Moon of the seasons. (Carmina Gadelica, 54, p. 53)

For the Gaelic writers, the Trinity is not an esoteric dogma to be recited and systematized but rather a living and lived reality, for God as Creator is near to us in creation, and all that he has made is a reflection of his power and his goodness. The triune life of the Three is not confined to the gates of heaven but spills overflowing onto earth, where those who call for aid find peace and rest in the divine communion. The Trinity is near to us in every aspect of our lives, and in the love of the Three we are complete and healed from our brokenness:

In nearness to the Trinity farewell to all my pains,
Christ stands before me, and peace is in his mind. (Carmina Gadelica, 346, p. 312)

The Trinity infuses all creation with being, as everything springs forth from the grace and power of God. There is nowhere one can go where the Three do not dwell, and in the final analysis all one can do is invoke the aid of the Three and stand in awe at the grandeur of the eternal mystery which invites us deeper into its embrace:

The Three Who are over me,
The Three Who are below me,
The Three Who are above me here,
The Three Who are above me yonder;
The Three Who are in the earth,
The Three Who are in the air,
The Three Who are in heaven,
The Three Who are in the great pouring sea.

Who will we ask?

When the Celtic Christians prayed, they invited the Cloud of Witnesses, the Communion of Saints to come and join them; to help guard the sheep, till the soil, sail the boat, weave the cloth, kindle the fire. They asked the Father, the Son and the Spirit to come and surround them in their beds, to keep them safe, to be with them so they could lay on the arm of Jesus. They asked Mary and the Apostles to come in and join in the party.

Who will I ask to join me each day to drive to work, to make the bed, to prepare dinner, to vacuum? Who will I ask to come into my house to join in the party, to bring heaven with them, through the door and into my living room to share the food, the stories, the love?

I do not know the saints enough to ask them to join in. I can name some names, but they are not well-known to me. I don't feel as if I can ask them in and sit with them. I can, however see the women who have come before me and have cared for the house, the men who have driven to work every day, the ones who have gone through their lives with thanksgiving and joy. These are familiar to me.

They are my father who stood in the living room and cracked his knees and scratched his head. He drove down Vanowen to work every day. He left at the same time and came home at the same time. He carried a counter with him as he worked so he could count the prayers of the rosary while he went through his day. He left the porch light on until everyone was home.

They are my grandmother who woke up early and set the table so we could have breakfast when we got up. Who welcomed all nine of us into her quiet house, had the beds waiting for us and orange juice on the table  with the cereal and milk

These and many others are my Cloud of Witnesses. I want to invite them into my living room, into my kitchen, into my car.

Who will you ask to join with you?

Peregrinatio-will we go?

How brave do we have to be to say yes and go. We may not be called, as some have been, to wander from our physical home. We may not be those who get in the boat without tiller or oars and sail away where the winds blow, where the God of the Seas takes us. We may not be those whose steps lead away from our families and our beloved ones, but we may be called to wander to a home we have never seen in the midst of the world we already see and know.

Can we wander with "Christ before us, Christ beside us, Christ to our right and our left. Christ under and over us, Christ all around us" and still walk the paths we walk every day?

Can we wander to find the God of Life if we do not go with him? How do we find the place of our  resurrection if we don't wander off the path we have been walking, all unseeing and unseen?

How do we become peregrinatio, white martyrs who leave all for the blessing of finding the place of our resurrection ... and do we want to?

Bless to me, O God, 

the earth beneath my foot.

Bless to me, O God,

The path whereon I go

I on Thy path O God,

Thou O God in my steps.

Music

I was looking for some music that might fit the words that draw me, "Bless to me O God". I found a few sites that might interest you.
Brother Seamus from Ireland- there are clips available for each song so you know if you like the music or not.

If you sign up for Spotify (it's free)  you can listen to albums from Keith Duke from Lindisfarne (where a retreat house for the Northumbria Community stands). Once you sign up for and log in to Spotify search for Keith Duke. Sacred Dance is one of his albums, Across the Water is another.  I also found Kevin Mayhew who has some music with words from Celtic prayers.

The Northumbria Community also has music available on their website. You can find it here. I have no idea what it is like, but you cam probably find samples online.